Jac Jagaciak in “Esencia” for Vogue Mexico, August 2014
Photographed by: James Macari
been feelin heaps attached to my star sign recently n im also embracing something i’ve hated me whole life… but I’m doing it ironically so its ok
you don’t spin my head like you used to
i am tired of trying’ to act amused
stolen dance by milky chance always reminds me of jamie i don’t know why. but it does sorry
I am so empty and devoid of emotion lately and I am doing nothing with my life and I am not scared I feel like I’m stagnant and floating and every day I am waiting for night to come so I can go back to sleep again. Also I keep dreaming about getting a puppy
i really like ugly sofa lounges atm i don’t know why but i just like that early 90s ugly furniture chic…. like veneer particle board dining tables…. big box televisions…. pine wood bookcases… bring back ugly-chic
when i move out i’m going to have a lot of nice things my parents bought me but the place i live in is probably going to be ugly because i’ll be poor…… but it’s pretty easy to renovate a basic space so maybe i can do that. LOL! thanks for reading
i have some really weird thoughts recently about myself. they’re kinda selfdoubt and kinda not, but like omg i don’t know how to explain it….. i feel like i’m not physically normal internally does that make sense? i feel like my insides don’t work the way a normal persons’ do this is so weird to even be saying maybe i have cancer that would explain a lot of things actually and it’s not entirely unreasonable because of family history etc. this is a weird text post and also a bit nsfw but not really actually not at all but maybe.
the way i pronounce some things sounds so pretentious oh my god. i just said givenchy out loud and realised it like who do i think i am. honestly where do i think i come from i am a small town white boy living in the suburbs not some hotshot designer wtf.